It is time...

"I'm not normally a praying man, but if you're up there, please save me Superman !!"
- Homer Simpson ( and )
- Me



The last 10 days to the exams that have been 10 years in the making have begun... It is finally time.

This is what all the blood and bones, heartbreak and tears come down to.
The endless moments of active intervention in the game between life and death... fighting for the former forever, losing to the latter occasionally ; they all come down to this moment in time.
These are the flames I must walk through in the coming days to get to the hallowed land.

I could sure use some luck along the way, big guy...

It is time to write the future, indeed, I guess.

p1

Read between the lines

A week back, as requested by Reni, I'd given my handwriting up for analysis.

Why ? Well, what can I say ? I'm an open book. People just have to see me to be able to know what I'm thinking in real life. For example, just ask any of the college girls in the shopping malls who take one look at me and guess "You sex depraved pervert !!"... I mean, wow !! Talk about accuracy. ( I wonder if my biting my lower lip and drooping my eyelids gives them a clue )

Anyway, Reni's done analysing me and I have to say she's got most of it right, I feel.

"You're not an extremist in any way. In general, when making a decision you weigh the odds and logically decide without going too far to the extreme or succumbing to far reaching ideas. At an emotional level you very well know how to empathize with other people and you've got a weakness for emotional laden stories (That's one of the reasons why you write such great fiction.) Your handwriting portrays you as a kind and affectionate person who is basically an ambivert - you know and like to deal with both introverts and extroverts but not with people of the extreme sort of both ends of the spectrum. You know how to entertain and keep company people of both types. You can be quite moody with your occassional highs and lows. You're quite an expressive person. You've got the ability to socialise and interact with others. You expect people to respect you and treat you with dignity. You're quite frank and candid when expressing your opinions. 

When it comes to your mental abilites, you've got an investigative as well as creative mind. Your creative mind comes to play when you've got the time and leisure to think on a particular topic. You might rush into a project but you might have to slow down a bit to actually get those ideas ticking and working. It's when you have the time to ponder you are able to remember things longer and arrange them in your memory bins in a more logical manner. However, when you are in the investigative mode you are able to think faster and maintain an alert mindset. You're a down-to-earth person and extremely practical. You need to know what your goal is before you start a project. Although you have everything planned and sorted out, everything won't go as planned. However, you survive odds because you seem to have a good self-esteem (not too high or low). You're a good story teller because in a lot many instances you can exaggerate a situation and its occurrences. Creativity is your talent. You allow a lot of people into your life because you are accepting and trusting (sometimes you make the mistake of trusting people too much - your friends may label you as a naive person because of this.) There was this one page in how you wrote your 'y's which made me feel you're real frustrated about something." 





p1